i wonder how has baby been?
hunging up late?
with the guy?
them?

i really gona to crazy...

not because that she got someone jio or what . den i that worry abt her..scare to lost her.
from the start till now i always care abt her . scare to lost le.
i have did & hold her back as i can le.

but since she .............

and seen i really nothing to do.
cause it since nothing to her?
nv be back again ?


i really wonder how is she le.
is she really dun wan me le?
feeling have fade le?

i really hao xiang ta.
hen xiang meet her .
i really dunno how to let her know my feeling.
will she let me?

hao tongku
hais.

my life have ended .

sorry that i didn't post for long time ..
due to some prombles.

what can i say de is .
i still care .
i still worry.
i still bother.
i still <3

i'll guess this would be the last post i'm going to post up for you.

in my heart, there's still you.
but since this r/s arent going any further, i'll guess i shall retreat already.
there's alot alot of words that i want to tell you..
but it seems that i cant speak out..
maybe i'm really used to without you by my side luhs..
i don't know whether u still care about what i said anot..
if u don't bother, then so be it bahs.
just takecare of yourself. recover soon. (:
though u always told me it's nt easy. but jiayous bahs.
as i said, i won't be there to nag at you anymore as a girlfriend. but only as a friend.
& strive hard in your studies yups(:
don't give up easily.. & lastly thanks for helping me to pay the 100bucks.
i'll return you some others day when i see you.

till now, i also don't know what you want exactly.
or what you thinking...
maybe frm de start till now, i don't understand you at all.
i still miss you badly.. but i'll guess i'll stop missing you as times goes by..
the feeling is still there; thou it've faded in the past.
i really don't wish to give up on us. but i'll guess im tired luhs.
there's nothing i could say anymore..
because i don't think u bother anymore..
kaes luhs. tat's de end luhs.
jiayous & takecares bahs.. (:

hais. i
totally lost.
don't know what should i do.
what should i say.
totally ....

whatever it is.
ni kaixing jiu hao.
tc

my beloved!~ (:
u shall be honoured okie! i update yur blog instead of mine. =p
thks for coming to fetch ne after my work alrights.

u're such sweet & dumb boyf! but wo haishi hen hen xihuan ni(:
thou u've made me wait for you for onehr plus this afternoon.
but it's cant be compared the time that u wait for me.
=)

loves.
don't smoke too much lar you!
save money duh~

baby; from today onwards.
i'll learn how to cherish ni luhs(:
sorry for the hurt today, both of us have cried till very jialat. (*don't paiseh arhs x.x*)

sorry for letting u drench in the rain for about 1hour plus.
because i didnt know u waiting me.
i'm sleeping cux not feeling well.
zhen de hen gandong. must haohao takecare of yourself zhidaos mar.
i know u getting sick le.
i'm sorry! :(

once again, thanks for everything.
hope that we really last eh(:
& must take care of yourself.
& go school more often arhs, i don;t wish to see you get debarred!

one quote of the day;
Love is always bestowed as a gift -
freely, willingly, and without expectation. We don't love to be loved; we love to love. ~

loves;
baby.

maybe u're still sleeping(:
it's been long since i've blog for you le hor.
hahas. thanks for sacrificing to lend me your 'SPARE MOUSE'
which is yours one & only mouse. ._. contradicting huh.

sometimes words doesnt mean anymuch either. but u said u show me with actions.
i trust you(: but i don't wish to drag u down either.
i know u wished to hold back me. but i've my own reason to do that arhs.
u should know what is it anyways.
i maybe have choosen the wrong decision that day.

no matter what, trust me.
u're a good boyfriend(: though sometimes u make me sibei pekchek-.-
& u're always be there for me. when i needed someone.
u'll always rush down to find me whenever we quarrelled.
u've been giving in alot in this relationship. & giving in to me too.
i can see that. (:
don't find yourself useless. u aren't really.
indeed, u've make me happy this one month ar.
though i've choosen this path, but u still don't wish to accept it.

whether i'm worth it anot, i know it's not up for me to say.
but in my opinion, i'm real nt worth for you.
though u always say i'm a good girlfriend. i don't see where i'm good._.
i think u can find a better one.
not i want to push you away. don't think that way alrights.
is just that maybe i cant give u my whole heart now.
or maybe when times pass, it's still remain the same.
& i really lose confidence in love luhs.

why don't you find someone that can u love her wholeheartedly.
while she love u wholeheartedly too?
don't say u cant, u can derh(: really.
as for me.
i think about him, is just because we've too much memories.
& don't always compare yourself with him; it's 2 different person.
thou i once said your actions look alike with him.
but i know. you is you; him is him.
so don't blame youself for everything.
the problem doesnt lies on you, but on me. i think u know it right?(:

rmb; not couples but best friend too yea?
it's just needs time. & u're always my bestest confidante.

loves;
SERINE.

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