my beloved!~ (:
u shall be honoured okie! i update yur blog instead of mine. =p
thks for coming to fetch ne after my work alrights.

u're such sweet & dumb boyf! but wo haishi hen hen xihuan ni(:
thou u've made me wait for you for onehr plus this afternoon.
but it's cant be compared the time that u wait for me.
=)

loves.
don't smoke too much lar you!
save money duh~

baby; from today onwards.
i'll learn how to cherish ni luhs(:
sorry for the hurt today, both of us have cried till very jialat. (*don't paiseh arhs x.x*)

sorry for letting u drench in the rain for about 1hour plus.
because i didnt know u waiting me.
i'm sleeping cux not feeling well.
zhen de hen gandong. must haohao takecare of yourself zhidaos mar.
i know u getting sick le.
i'm sorry! :(

once again, thanks for everything.
hope that we really last eh(:
& must take care of yourself.
& go school more often arhs, i don;t wish to see you get debarred!

one quote of the day;
Love is always bestowed as a gift -
freely, willingly, and without expectation. We don't love to be loved; we love to love. ~

loves;
baby.

maybe u're still sleeping(:
it's been long since i've blog for you le hor.
hahas. thanks for sacrificing to lend me your 'SPARE MOUSE'
which is yours one & only mouse. ._. contradicting huh.

sometimes words doesnt mean anymuch either. but u said u show me with actions.
i trust you(: but i don't wish to drag u down either.
i know u wished to hold back me. but i've my own reason to do that arhs.
u should know what is it anyways.
i maybe have choosen the wrong decision that day.

no matter what, trust me.
u're a good boyfriend(: though sometimes u make me sibei pekchek-.-
& u're always be there for me. when i needed someone.
u'll always rush down to find me whenever we quarrelled.
u've been giving in alot in this relationship. & giving in to me too.
i can see that. (:
don't find yourself useless. u aren't really.
indeed, u've make me happy this one month ar.
though i've choosen this path, but u still don't wish to accept it.

whether i'm worth it anot, i know it's not up for me to say.
but in my opinion, i'm real nt worth for you.
though u always say i'm a good girlfriend. i don't see where i'm good._.
i think u can find a better one.
not i want to push you away. don't think that way alrights.
is just that maybe i cant give u my whole heart now.
or maybe when times pass, it's still remain the same.
& i really lose confidence in love luhs.

why don't you find someone that can u love her wholeheartedly.
while she love u wholeheartedly too?
don't say u cant, u can derh(: really.
as for me.
i think about him, is just because we've too much memories.
& don't always compare yourself with him; it's 2 different person.
thou i once said your actions look alike with him.
but i know. you is you; him is him.
so don't blame youself for everything.
the problem doesnt lies on you, but on me. i think u know it right?(:

rmb; not couples but best friend too yea?
it's just needs time. & u're always my bestest confidante.

loves;
SERINE.

saw what baby post & received one message...



from what you have post.


''sometimes, watching a marriage just being ruined just like this.without recapping all those sweet memories between them in the past.10yrs plus of marriage, it's just end by such a cruel word 'divorce' humans does take each other for granted isnt it?what does last long means? does this world really have a forever relationship ? "




-ya, sometimes a marriage just being ruined just like this, that true.but not without recapping all those sweet memories between them in the past. cause if they really without recapping all those sweet memories between them in the past .they won't be crying;feel down; feel sad; or xinku. so i'm sure that they really do recapping all those sweet memories between them in the past, & try to hold back their 10 yrs plus of marriage & given a chance.some humans will take thing for granted but some won't..last long mean being together no matter what? i believe this world have thing called 'forever' its happen when a couple both of them give to each other & take from each other.and how they treat this relationship.-


what you have message me.



told me that she's afraid that we can't last. & she think that she have lose confidence in r/s le.
that she totally lose le. she don't her de one for me. & she temp wan cool down first. so would be mia ba. she totally lose faith in guys le & end with a duibuqi.



baby i wan to let you know that.

-you're the one that i wan.
-the only one.
-& i'm really sure about it.



even if you really lose your confidence in r/s, i will do & try all my best to let you gain by your confident. remember i told you this once before? no matter how i will try & do to let you gain back.i don't care how much i put in , how much time i spend or how much days has passes, i will let you gain back the confident no matter how. i'm sure one day you will gain back the confident that you have lost. cause i will always be there for you & together with you to find back what you have lose.



same as no matter what problems you face . i will also be there & together with you to face up the problems with you & solve it together .i'm always stand by your side remember this baby.

ya..love can be sweet yet hurtful.. but all is see how you treat this love as what.if you really think that it hurtful ,its mean that its really hurtful to you. but if you think that its really sweet , you will feel the sweet of love.every love always have happiness & sadness to go through. but all is see how you handle .all those happiness will always cover all those sadness. so actually no matter what there is always sweet memory & sad memory , if not that wouldn't be called LOVE.

BABY!don't think too much okays.don't lose confident in ours r/s .don't let any family adult matter to let ours confident gone. im sure you not lose faith in guy. is because of family matter let you SCARE.

but. baby don't worry.

i promise i will treat you well.won't take you for granted.will haohao de ai zhe ni. protect ni.

&

i will prove everything by my words with my actions & with my true heart.

BABY you're the only one that i wan.

been LOVED & MISSED by me!

i spend my whole night to post this for you, hope you would understand what i mean and sorry for my poor english. -done at 4.52am & i going to send you message and hope that you resting well now.

HAPPY ONE MONTH~!

48days of knowing each other,
one month beening together =)

don't know whether am i really understand you much anot...
but i know one thing & i'm really sure about is that i will always use my heart to understand you. & time passes , slowly i know much better of your stuff ; your xiguan ; etc...

Baby,
remember this, no matter how i won let you go . & i will always hold you back no matter how.always stand by your side going through all your happiness & saddness.willing to face up any problems together with you & solve it together.
don't think too much ya? don't let those past or unhappiness to spoil what we have now okays?
let's zhenxi what we have now.
i'm sure that you have been trying not to let me go...
as what you have told me.
i will try all my best to let you really forget your past & him.
& give you all happiness that i can & give you all the wonderful memory of ours
i will give you all what i can .
& you should know how important you're to me. how my feeling toward you.
-waiting for the day to come. the three words from your ture heart toward me.-
you should know what i mean .

&&

sometimes we have ours heart to heart talk .
share about ours feeling .
and make this relationship of ours get better?

&
baby i really have to thanks you.
for-
always giving me the chance to express my feeling toward you.
&
always let me have the chance to say out my feeling & my xingshi
&
you always willing to hear all that from me... listen what i have said.
XIEXIE ni baby, really thanks alot

haoxingfu to have you, as my girlfriend , my baby.
wo hui zhen xi ni de.
-珍惜一切 -

ours love story begin on 07102008
and still counting on ~
LAST LONG BABY~! <3
-you're the only one-

hahas. at your house help you update your template.
make it look nicer abit.
U ARHS! better go fill in the craving lar.
dont let it rot ._.

i know u're worry about me larhs ;)
but no worry ya, i know how to takecare of myself.

LOVES;
babyling.

hais,
Baby wo hao dan xing ni , ni zhi dao ma?
can you feel that how worry i am?

i not pekcek.
i'm just feel dam worry about you.
you understand? understand how actually i feel of worrying about you?

when you told me about this job, & you said that you feel like working this.
as in the pay is straight cash as what you said.
& i also told you about how i dun really wan you to work.
not i wan to lock you or wan you pei me or what..
is that i really bu fan xing. as in you're my girlf . how can a boyf let his girlf work as pub alone & some more till that late? you know how i feel?& how bu fan xing i am?
not that i dun have trust in you or what?
is that i dun wan anything happen to you... you understand?

i know you in need of money..wan work & get straight cash just to pay those stuff first...
i'm sorry baby, that i can't really help you much in the way of cash...
althought i can't really help you much in the way of money ..
but what i can do is give you the respect & stand on your shoes to think...

you asked me not to worry much of you..
but serious i can't.. wo hai si hen bu fan xing ni..
ye hui dan xing ni .. ni zhi dao ma?

you told me that the job is quite easy do & got beer drink also..
asked you that you better don drink...
in the end you did drink & told me that customer ask you drink de, so is bobian..
so i got nothing to say.. as in this part of your job?
& you earlier didn't told me that, you have to drink if the customer request..

but.. baby .. you know how actually i feel?
how worry i am?
how bu fan xing i am..
how i scare that something happen to you?

hais..

as in you know that i dun like those pub stuff de...
& i did stand on your shoes to think...
on what you have told me...


but baby, can you stand on my shoes to think also?
as in,
how i scare anything happen to you..
how worry i am...
how bu fan xing i am...

not i dun wan you to work..
is i bu fan xing ni & worry for you to work this job ar...
you can work as other den this de right?

hope you can really understand how i feel...

baby, i still will respect you (as in stand on your shoes to think )
but, in order that you will really do take care of yourself
&
NOTHING WILL HAPPEN TO YOU.

Happy birthday to HUIQIN ( baby's de sister)
happy 18th birthday =)
may all your wishes come true
& wish you all the best ya...


lets have a short post
....

yesterday,
actually in the morning going sentosa
because of the cause of raining, the outing is cancel..
so ya called baby
& afternoon she went all the way down to my house here meet me.
den went meet ken & weekiat (my friend ) at eunice house.. shunbian go visit her ya...
after that, evening ... we went to bugis to see thing; eat & slack at parklane , & some of the friends come and join us ya ..

-before headed home-
fetch baby back first , as in sending her back to her house there
and we have a sort of heart talk while she accompany me waiting for my bus back
while otw home baby called me & accompany me talk till i reached home ya...

so sweet of you baby <3

Baby!
thanks for created this blog for me ...
en^^
-wo-hen-xi-huan-
-xie-xie-ni-baby-
ma fan ni le...
ye xing ku ni le
<3


hao de~
i know what to do
i won let your effort baifei de =)

baby,you don't have to say sorry to me...
i can understand how you feel?& i trying my best to understand how you feel.
trying my best to cheer you up =)
hope that i really have cheer you up somehow...
didn't really tolerating your nonsense ar...
& you should know that no matter what happen i will always stand by you, accompany you through..
&&
that's what i should do as your boyfriend ar...; babyBAKA =)

LOVES;
babyBAKA












Yesterday,
the match is ours (CC) important match
cause we have lost to CE by 6 or 7 points if i not wrong.(on WED 29/10)
so , we have to win this important match against CW to get into final
we really did it... we have won CW
& GET INTO THE FINAL
the final will be against CE again at simei ite at 1pm
this time round we can't bear to lost them..









baby went out with her sister...
hope she have enjoy the day with her sister
hope they really have alots of fun today... and alots of laughter ya...
=)

after they going back...
went to tamp to fetch baby
msg her ,& knew that she didn't eat , & i'm sure that she sure feel hungry one...
so decided to get her a chessy hot dog bread for her =)
HOPE , she like it ..

slack & chat with kakak
and den kakak n her sister went back first
so, have me and baby ya...

althought it like quite late le..
but i still don't feel like going back
wanna to spend more time with baby
so decided to take last bus home..

went to the river near by her house there...
slack & chat
& have ours sweet time XD

after that went take bus home
& baby accompany me take one bus stop.. LOLS
when she reached home she called me and pei me all the way till i reach home
THANKS BABY <3


home sweet home ~

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