maybe u're still sleeping(:
it's been long since i've blog for you le hor.
hahas. thanks for sacrificing to lend me your 'SPARE MOUSE'
which is yours one & only mouse. ._. contradicting huh.
sometimes words doesnt mean anymuch either. but u said u show me with actions.
i trust you(: but i don't wish to drag u down either.
i know u wished to hold back me. but i've my own reason to do that arhs.
u should know what is it anyways.
i maybe have choosen the wrong decision that day.
no matter what, trust me.
u're a good boyfriend(: though sometimes u make me sibei pekchek-.-
& u're always be there for me. when i needed someone.
u'll always rush down to find me whenever we quarrelled.
u've been giving in alot in this relationship. & giving in to me too.
i can see that. (:
don't find yourself useless. u aren't really.
indeed, u've make me happy this one month ar.
though i've choosen this path, but u still don't wish to accept it.
whether i'm worth it anot, i know it's not up for me to say.
but in my opinion, i'm real nt worth for you.
though u always say i'm a good girlfriend. i don't see where i'm good._.
i think u can find a better one.
not i want to push you away. don't think that way alrights.
is just that maybe i cant give u my whole heart now.
or maybe when times pass, it's still remain the same.
& i really lose confidence in love luhs.
why don't you find someone that can u love her wholeheartedly.
while she love u wholeheartedly too?
don't say u cant, u can derh(: really.
as for me.
i think about him, is just because we've too much memories.
& don't always compare yourself with him; it's 2 different person.
thou i once said your actions look alike with him.
but i know. you is you; him is him.
so don't blame youself for everything.
the problem doesnt lies on you, but on me. i think u know it right?(:
rmb; not couples but best friend too yea?
it's just needs time. & u're always my bestest confidante.
loves;
SERINE.
BABY♥-yang<3ling
Posted @ 12:09 PM
